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I wantI want to be better
I want to survive
I fight for you to keep me alive
Darkness surrounds and comsumes
But you are my light that makes me want to fight
To fight off the demons and the monsters
That hide in the darkness of my hear
The monsters and demons of
After being in the dark for so long
Just fighting to survive
You have become my light at the end of the tunnel
And the sun in my sky
Only the fight to survive
The fight to be free of the nothingness
To be free of the darkness
And the monsters that lurk there
To feel something
To feel anything
The pain of metal on flesh
The passion of an embrace
But untill that time comes
All thats left to do is
Until everything's destryoed
And all that's left is the swell of emotion tearing apart everythingthat remains
LoveYou call me pretty
You call me beautiful
You call me sexy and all the other things I never think I am
Everytime you call me perfect
I sit there and point out my many flaws
I wish I saw what you do when you look at me
And I hope I do one day
But for now my reflection will keep being the ugly failure I think I am
But I'm hoping your love and affection will change that
For Dee :PWe were friends first
And then we became lovers
Now it feels like we're sisters
You had my heart for so long
And it took even longer for me to get it back
And now when I see you
I know I didn't get it all back
You still have a peice of it
And I know you will keep that little peice forever
I'm not asking for it back
I want you to have it
Cause now instead of being lover like lovers
It's now love like sisters
And I wouldn't trade that for anything
Cause I know you're here for me
And I hope you know I'm here for you
ChristchurchThe Canterbury spirit runs in our blood
No matter who we are, we are all kiwis at heart
Shake us around
You will never be able to hold us down
For we are Cantabrians
Standing strong and proud
You will never be able to push us around
Destroy our buildings
Kill our people
Even though tears will be shed
Our strength will not falter
We will re-build our buildings
We will support the ones who grieve
Hesitating is something we won't do
Where we are needed
That's where we shall go
And letting the seed of hope grow
So Mother Nature, do as you will
Try to keep us down
Try to make us surrender
But we never will
We will forever walk tall with our heads held high
In our red and black colours
~ <3 ~
I love you Chch
~ <3 ~
Just stuffI'm not pretty or beautiful
I know I'm fat and ugly
I'm not as amazing as you think
I can be quite a bitch
I maybe be selfless
But I still can be selfish
I'm overly emotional
I act strong but I'm really not
It's hard for anyone to get close
I'm nearly always hidden deep in my shell
But I know I love you
You were patient
You kept trying
And pulled me out of my shell
You got me to fall for you
And I fell hard
I hope you love me as much as I love you
I love you completely
I don't know what I would do without you
For StevieI will always remember the good times with you
All the laughter at family get togethers
The cheeky smile you got when you did something mischevious
All the happy times you shared with us
The way you made us laugh and smile
The way you always cared bout all of us
Though you may be gone, those memories are not
You may be gone, but your spirit lives on
When we smile it will be because of you
All the good memories to look back on
We all love you Stevie
You may be gone from our sight
But you are not gone from our lives
Forever you will remain in our hearts
And there you will stay
Until we meet again
Together forever?They did everything together
Trusted each other with everything
They had their own little world
Filled with rock music, manga, anime
And all the "not normal" things girls should like
They were close,
Like nothing would ever tear them apart
Friends forever, right?
Forever doesn't last
Boys, clothes and all the attention changed her
Made her into a different person
Made her into someone the other didn't recognise
She could she her drifting away,
She tried and tried to let it not happen
But it was a two way street
The other didn't want to hear it
She just wanted all the compliments
All the attention
She had changed
Not for the best
But for the worst
She threw old friends away
Not caring what pain she caused them
She was addicted to the attiontion from her new found friends
She changed for the worst
And now there's no going back
Russia x Tall!Reader- Marry Me?You sat next to your boyfriend Ivan on the sofa, cuddling. "Sunflower?" He asked. "Yes?" You replied. "Were you made fun of as a child?" He asked with his puppy-eyed look. "A bit." You said. You always felt awful when Ivan had his flashbacks. "Were there whispers behind your back?" His grip on your leg grew tight. "More than I was comfortable with." You said. "So...you do understand why I get like this so often..?" His childlike face just made your heart sink. "Of course." You smiled sweetly at him. "How come you're never upset?" He asked. "You were the only man who agreed to date me. All the others were afraid. So I just feel blessed to have you." Your smile widened, but when you looked down Ivan was crying. You lost him. He was in the world of his childhood memories. He had his head stuffed into your chest and was squeezing your hand.
-Time skip to two hours later-
"I-I'm sorry..." Ivan said after coming back to earth. "It's okay." You said. "I just...lost myself..." He
Switzerland x Reader - My Princess RQ
Eyes fluttering open from having them closed for so long made the light seem unbearable. Your mind was in overdrive as you heard beeps from next to you.
Turning your head you saw a machine beeping from what seemed to be your heartrate.
Being the confused person you were, you looked to the other side of you to see your boyfriend Vash holding on to your hand with his head down probably asleep.
Wondering what had happened to make you in the hospital made your head terribly hurt. Groaning in pain you took your other hand to rub your temple.
“...(f/n)...” Vash mumbled out slowly moving noticing your hand was moving in his so he woke up. Looking up with a red mark on the side of his face you faced him giggling.
His face looked serious but you thought it was funny seeing him like that.
“Vash…” You responded giving him a smile taking your hand out of his to put it to his cheek. He pushed his face closer to your hand putting pressure on it giving you a slight smil
Marry Me Tony x Reader The air was filled with thick black smoke and your lungs burned and heaved as they tried to take in what little oxygen they could. Sweat poured off you as you quickly maneuvered your way to the window furthest from the raging fire behind you. You threw open the window as fast as you could and took a deep breath of the cleaner air. Your eyes scoured the area surrounding your apartment building but the welcomed sight of red engines was nowhere to be seen. You cast a fearful look behind you at the fire rushing towards you.
With tears in your eyes you turned back to your only option of escape, the window. After all plummeting six stories unto concrete had to be better than getting burned alive. With tears flowing freely and only one sob you leapt through the window just as the flames began to lick at your feet. Your eyes screwed shut as you free-fell to what would presumably be your death.
It didn’t take long
Mentor and Student (Malik x reader)
The heat was sticky and humid, patience had been wearing thin, and yet you poured over another book. Strands of your hair fell onto the pages and you felt fingers pull it back behind your ear. It brushed against your cheek, making you pause and lean ever so slightly in it. You received a flick to the back of your head for that, for stopping writing and reading.
"You must finish this by night."
Malik's voice was strong and lined with pride. And why wouldn't he be? He was the only man capable of being both a scholar and assassin to masterful levels. He was pacing back and forth while reading, sometimes sitting for hour long stretches to write page after page. He already created a new map of Masyaf and were doing various duties befitting a Rafiq.
"I will." You gave a sigh which made him raise his head and stare at you from your seat. "But can we not practice outside? We spent most of the day planning. How will this help somebody on the field?"
Malik's eyes fell slightly in a glare which m
You're beautiful Steve x Reader A large growl erupted from you throat as you gave the punching bag one more punch. The last of your anger was put into your swing and with that gone depression hit you once more. A tear slid down your cheek and your chest heaved as you dropped to your knees and sat back unto your legs. With a shaky hand you pulled the rejection form from your pocket. Tears clouded your vision but you could still plainly see the red markings that made up hurtful sentences on your application. You would’ve been fine with not getting the position had it not been for the cruel word that slapped you in the face as you glanced over the reasons you were denied. ‘Overweight’, the distasteful word sat right next to your relatively high numbered weight.
“I am not overweight.” You hissed before shredding the paper into confetti. It was true you technically weren’t, but your weight was a little on the higher end of what was considered healthy. Hon
Yoga Bruce x Reader Classical music poured from your docked IPod as you spread your yoga mat on the floor of the gym. With a small sigh of pleasure you eased your stiff body into the downward dog position. Unknown to you a certain red-faced scientist was trying his hardest to get the perverted thoughts in his head to go away while your tense muscles unwound. But those thoughts only intensified as you swiftly changed into upward dog. A small war waged inside Bruce’s mind as he had to choose between going in there and grabbing Tony’s earpiece or turning around and telling Tony he couldn’t find it.
The first choice won by a landslide after he put some thought into the second one. Tony would probably come to find it himself and he was the type of guy that would give action to the type of thoughts that were currently entertaining Bruce’s mind. The mere thought of Tony trying anything, or worse getting somewhere, made him want to Hu
I'll Be Your Heart Antonio X Shy!Depressed!Reader
I'll Be Your Heart Antonio X Shy!Depressed!Reader
There was once a girl named (y/n). She was a very quiet girl who always keeps to herself. She loves to draw and read but most of all, she loves to sing. The thing is, is that no one knew she can sing. At school, she is always being made fun of and bullied for being so quiet. She would get depressed from all the things they do to her like call her a b*tch or a wh*re. They pull her hair, punch and kick her and not even at home she is safe. Her little sisters always hurt her verbally and emotionally. They call her fat and ugly and that they can’t wait until her funeral. (y/n)’s mother doesn’t do anything and neither does her father. The only people that care for her is her best friends but they are all back at (far away city). She didn’t want to leave but her parents forced her.
One day after school, (y/n) was running and crying once her last class ended. ‘F*ck this f**king school! F*ck this place! I hate it h
Should've Seen The Line
” She said she… wants to see her children.”
Korra had never seen them actually look like children until this moment. Tenzin and Bumi looked up from the wooden floors of the hut as Kya released the hold she’d kept around her shoulders to smother the gasp, but the room was so quiet it seemed like the loudest thing in the room.
Ikki laid a hand on her father’s hunched shoulder, “Daddy-”
Before she could say anything more, he reached up and squeezed her hand.
"Could you… Take everyone outside dear?"
Ikki bit her lip softly and nodded.
Seeing Korra help lift the elderly Pema, Ikki hugged her infant daughter closer to her chest and walked outside behind Meelo and Jinora. The little baby whimpering quietly as the play things bought or made personally with Gran Grans love vanished from sight.
Katara opened her eyes and smiled when Bumi held her door open to let his siblings in; always her polite big boy.
They filed in and kept their eyes to the
Quiet Night She stood at the doorway, debating whether or not to go in. The house was dark and quiet as she looked around his room. Posters of dirt bike racers and antique cars adorned the walls. Clothes and tools were strewn over the floor making the place look like a tornado and flown through. She smiled to herself. Classic she thought.
He was fast asleep and it didn't surprise her that he didn't snore. He'd always been a bit too quiet for unintentional noise. His hair had fallen into his eyes covering his face as he slept. Vulnerability was not something she was accustomed to seeing in him. The thought crossed her mind that it was actually, a tad bit, adorable.
She shuffled her feet and the toe of her boot accidentally hit the door jam loudly. She winced and silently prayed that he didn't wake up. Too late. His eyes cracked opened and he saw her. Quickly, she started to back up.
To her surprise he motioned her over to him. She cro
Not FAKE Love Part OneRyo couldn't help but smile to himself as he felt Dee's warm breath tickle the back of his neck.
'It's been nearly a year since me and Dee got together' Ryo thought to himself as he snuggled back against his lover, partner and best friend. 'It's two weeks away... I can't believe I'm already stressing about what to do for Dee or get him...' Ryo felt Dee's hands start wandering over his body.
"Horny bastard" Ryo whispered lovingly
"I can't help it," Dee replied innocently "But you know you love it."
Ryo couldn't reply as the combination of Dee's mouth on his neck and his hands finding all his sensitive spots instantly, only allowed him to moan in agreement. A brief flash of sensible thinking told Ryo that if they continue they would be late for work again, but that thought soon disappeard as Dee placed his lips on Ryo's.
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