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I wantI want to be better
I want to survive
I fight for you to keep me alive
Darkness surrounds and comsumes
But you are my light that makes me want to fight
To fight off the demons and the monsters
That hide in the darkness of my hear
The monsters and demons of
After being in the dark for so long
Just fighting to survive
You have become my light at the end of the tunnel
And the sun in my sky
Only the fight to survive
The fight to be free of the nothingness
To be free of the darkness
And the monsters that lurk there
To feel something
To feel anything
The pain of metal on flesh
The passion of an embrace
But untill that time comes
All thats left to do is
Until everything's destryoed
And all that's left is the swell of emotion tearing apart everythingthat remains
LoveYou call me pretty
You call me beautiful
You call me sexy and all the other things I never think I am
Everytime you call me perfect
I sit there and point out my many flaws
I wish I saw what you do when you look at me
And I hope I do one day
But for now my reflection will keep being the ugly failure I think I am
But I'm hoping your love and affection will change that
For Dee :PWe were friends first
And then we became lovers
Now it feels like we're sisters
You had my heart for so long
And it took even longer for me to get it back
And now when I see you
I know I didn't get it all back
You still have a peice of it
And I know you will keep that little peice forever
I'm not asking for it back
I want you to have it
Cause now instead of being lover like lovers
It's now love like sisters
And I wouldn't trade that for anything
Cause I know you're here for me
And I hope you know I'm here for you
ChristchurchThe Canterbury spirit runs in our blood
No matter who we are, we are all kiwis at heart
Shake us around
You will never be able to hold us down
For we are Cantabrians
Standing strong and proud
You will never be able to push us around
Destroy our buildings
Kill our people
Even though tears will be shed
Our strength will not falter
We will re-build our buildings
We will support the ones who grieve
Hesitating is something we won't do
Where we are needed
That's where we shall go
And letting the seed of hope grow
So Mother Nature, do as you will
Try to keep us down
Try to make us surrender
But we never will
We will forever walk tall with our heads held high
In our red and black colours
~ <3 ~
I love you Chch
~ <3 ~
Just stuffI'm not pretty or beautiful
I know I'm fat and ugly
I'm not as amazing as you think
I can be quite a bitch
I maybe be selfless
But I still can be selfish
I'm overly emotional
I act strong but I'm really not
It's hard for anyone to get close
I'm nearly always hidden deep in my shell
But I know I love you
You were patient
You kept trying
And pulled me out of my shell
You got me to fall for you
And I fell hard
I hope you love me as much as I love you
I love you completely
I don't know what I would do without you
For StevieI will always remember the good times with you
All the laughter at family get togethers
The cheeky smile you got when you did something mischevious
All the happy times you shared with us
The way you made us laugh and smile
The way you always cared bout all of us
Though you may be gone, those memories are not
You may be gone, but your spirit lives on
When we smile it will be because of you
All the good memories to look back on
We all love you Stevie
You may be gone from our sight
But you are not gone from our lives
Forever you will remain in our hearts
And there you will stay
Until we meet again
Together forever?They did everything together
Trusted each other with everything
They had their own little world
Filled with rock music, manga, anime
And all the "not normal" things girls should like
They were close,
Like nothing would ever tear them apart
Friends forever, right?
Forever doesn't last
Boys, clothes and all the attention changed her
Made her into a different person
Made her into someone the other didn't recognise
She could she her drifting away,
She tried and tried to let it not happen
But it was a two way street
The other didn't want to hear it
She just wanted all the compliments
All the attention
She had changed
Not for the best
But for the worst
She threw old friends away
Not caring what pain she caused them
She was addicted to the attiontion from her new found friends
She changed for the worst
And now there's no going back
Levi X Titan!Reader Chapter 11A few weeks had passed, which then developed into a month. The humans had made their home in the castle and often went out beyond the walls to gain information on the titans, sometimes coming back with less soldiers than there was before they set off.
It didn't take long to develop your friendship with Armin and now he would always sleep with you, snuggling into the crook of your neck. Jean also began to take a liking to you, asking questions that ended in one word answers, or making blunt comments about your hair as it was quite long. You guessed he liked girls with long hair.
Then there was this energetic human named 'Hanji' who had brought the supplies, that literally started screaming and running around in circles when she saw you, before flying towards where you were sat with a crazed expression on her face.
You were on the verge of getting up and running away as her behaviour was quite scary and quite frankly when she flew towards your face, you had thought
[The Doctor/Reader] CuddlingYou sat in the TARDIS library, quietly reading a book. You lay, sprawled out on the loveseat, your feet hanging over the edge; yet you were perfectly comfortable.
A knock snapped you out of your little world, and you looked to the source. The Doctor stood in the doorway, smiling sweetly.
"Hey," he says, the sound of another voice so strange after the confinement you had while reading. You reply with a quiet, "Hello," and sit up straight, patting the seat next to you in hopes he would join you. Of course, he takes the offer.
"What'cha reading?" he asks, curious.
"The DaVinci Code," you reply, leaning your head against his shoulder and tossing the book onto a nearby table. He wraps his arms around you in a tight hug, and the only other sound in the room is the soft crackle of the artificial fireplace heater. You close your eyes and smile warmly. The Doctor looks down at you and grins back. Seeing you happy always made him smile.
"Tired?" he asks, pulling you fully onto his lap. Yo
Cheerio - England x Reader“Hello Cheerio!” you heard your friend, Arthur Kirkland, state happily once you opened your front door to greet him. You smiled as you grabbed your spring jacket from the nearby coat closet.
“Arthur, every time you say Cheerio in that context, I can’t tell if you’re using it as a nickname or trying to tell me goodbye.”
Chuckling, the blonde Briton replied, “It’s a nickname,” as he helped you put your jacket on.
“Okay,” you stated before you turned around to face him and ask, “but why ‘Cheerio’?”
“Because, love…” Arthur said as he bent down slightly so that your eyes were level with his, “…you’re good for my heart.” A blush cascaded over your cheeks as you turned your face away from him in embarrassment.
You then muttered, “That’s so cheesy.”
“Really? I always thought they tasted more like oats,” Arthu
[The Doctor/Reader] Cuddling Your eyes slowly open. You turn over, expecting to come face to face with the Doctor, but you don't. Though you are still laying on the loveseat in the library, you lay alone.
It was only a dream.
You sigh, desperately wishing for it to be real.
"What's wrong?" you hear the soft words spoken. Your head snaps up, and your eyes meet the Doctor's, who was now standing directly behind where your head had been laying. You were lucky you hadn't accidentally collided with him.
"Nothing," you respond, your voice much quieter and gloomier than you hoped. He looks at you, concerned, as he sees through your lie.
He walks around the corner of the loveseat, nudging you to scoot over so that he can sit. He stares at you when you don't move.
"Come on...tell me! You were fine when I left, so what's gotten you upset, hm?" he asks. You look at him, surprised.
"When you...left?" you whisper. Instead of waiting for you, he moves you himself, sitting down and laying you back against him.
John Egbert x C!Reader: That Special NumberJohn Egbert x Comatose!Reader: That Special Number
Special Insert for a special day. Happy 413! -C
It was April 13th, John's birthday. (Name) was rushing to finish getting his gift prepared and head towards his house for the party. She dressed up in a (fave color) short sundress, one that she knows John loves, along with some matching high heels. She got his gift and walked to her car, grabbing her keys and purse along the way. She got in and sped to his house on the other side of town. As she drove she got a text from John.
"Hey you on your way? : B"
"Yeah, running a little late. Go ahead and start the fun, I'm close! c:"
She started texting him happy birthday when she heard a horn honk. Looking up, her eyes widened as two cars collided with her car. She couldn't swerve in time. One hit her side and her rear, making her car spin and flip on its top. Someone call
England x Sleepy!Reader *Fluffy ^u^*A soft knock awakens you from your dreamless sleep. "_, are you awake, sweetheart?" Called Arthur softly. You turned over in your soft bed, smoothing out your hair so you didn't look as bad as you probably should've. ((*shot by reader*)) "Mmm? Yeah, come in." you grumbled. Arthur opened the door and came and sat on the end of your bed, running his hand through your h/l, h/c hair. "I've missed you Artie..." You whispered, sleepily.
"I know, I've missed you too, _" He replied, stroking your head. You laughed slightly.
"I missed you more." You jokingly teased. Your British boyfriend planted a gentle kiss of your forehead,
"Oh _, don't be so cute, you know that's a lie, darling." He laughed, making you blush and giggle. You stretched out in your bed and yawned. "Artie, I'm sleeeepy." You playfully mumbled and tapped his chin. Arthur blinked and looked at you. "I didn't wake you, did I _?" He asked, innocently blushing. You sat up quickly, worried you had upset him. "No of course
Efflorescence (PadLock)"She's been out there for a while..." comments one voice, followed immediately by a simpler-sounding second.
"I think it's getting worse."
"At least it keeps her away from us." drones a third.
Tony listens impassively to the wary mumbling of the puppets, glancing outside into the garden. Paige paces erratically on the expansive lawn, her pastel hair writhing like snakes as she drags her fingers angrily through her scalp. Mud sucks at her boots as if it wants to pull her down into the earth as she moves back and forth, a tempest trapped in a (somewhat) humanoid form. The puppets watch her, fascinated in the way people are with car crashes, but they duck should she glance in the direction of the window, like animals hiding when lightning strikes.
Tony is completely indifferent to the unease of the puppets- more often than not; he tends to be the cause of it, actually. But Paige is another matter, and if this goes on for much longer than the consequences may be both hazardous and, most im
Eternity (Steve Rogers x reader) for hp621Steve Rogers x Reader
Personality: Sweet, kind, old fashioned,
She is immortal and has lost all of her old friends and Steve and her share comfort with each other
Comfort, understanding, fluff,
You let a sigh escape your lips, thoughts of your past filled your mind and it was starting to bring you down. You were a science experiment gone wrong back in the 1930s and you've been alive ever since, even Bruce couldn't clearly explain why you haven't aged. Today is the anniversary of your best friends death so you decided to visit their grave , but you couldn't do it alone, that's why you invited your good friend Steve Rogers for support.
You insisted on Driving to the Cemetery with Steve and normally that would have been fine but (much to your protests ) everyone knew you were a horrible driver. "Please Steve? I promise I won't get us killed!" you pleaded. Steve chuckled, "It's not us
Not FAKE Love Part OneRyo couldn't help but smile to himself as he felt Dee's warm breath tickle the back of his neck.
'It's been nearly a year since me and Dee got together' Ryo thought to himself as he snuggled back against his lover, partner and best friend. 'It's two weeks away... I can't believe I'm already stressing about what to do for Dee or get him...' Ryo felt Dee's hands start wandering over his body.
"Horny bastard" Ryo whispered lovingly
"I can't help it," Dee replied innocently "But you know you love it."
Ryo couldn't reply as the combination of Dee's mouth on his neck and his hands finding all his sensitive spots instantly, only allowed him to moan in agreement. A brief flash of sensible thinking told Ryo that if they continue they would be late for work again, but that thought soon disappeard as Dee placed his lips on Ryo's.
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