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I wantI want to be better
I want to survive
I fight for you to keep me alive
Darkness surrounds and comsumes
But you are my light that makes me want to fight
To fight off the demons and the monsters
That hide in the darkness of my hear
The monsters and demons of
After being in the dark for so long
Just fighting to survive
You have become my light at the end of the tunnel
And the sun in my sky
Only the fight to survive
The fight to be free of the nothingness
To be free of the darkness
And the monsters that lurk there
To feel something
To feel anything
The pain of metal on flesh
The passion of an embrace
But untill that time comes
All thats left to do is
Until everything's destryoed
And all that's left is the swell of emotion tearing apart everythingthat remains
LoveYou call me pretty
You call me beautiful
You call me sexy and all the other things I never think I am
Everytime you call me perfect
I sit there and point out my many flaws
I wish I saw what you do when you look at me
And I hope I do one day
But for now my reflection will keep being the ugly failure I think I am
But I'm hoping your love and affection will change that
For Dee :PWe were friends first
And then we became lovers
Now it feels like we're sisters
You had my heart for so long
And it took even longer for me to get it back
And now when I see you
I know I didn't get it all back
You still have a peice of it
And I know you will keep that little peice forever
I'm not asking for it back
I want you to have it
Cause now instead of being lover like lovers
It's now love like sisters
And I wouldn't trade that for anything
Cause I know you're here for me
And I hope you know I'm here for you
ChristchurchThe Canterbury spirit runs in our blood
No matter who we are, we are all kiwis at heart
Shake us around
You will never be able to hold us down
For we are Cantabrians
Standing strong and proud
You will never be able to push us around
Destroy our buildings
Kill our people
Even though tears will be shed
Our strength will not falter
We will re-build our buildings
We will support the ones who grieve
Hesitating is something we won't do
Where we are needed
That's where we shall go
And letting the seed of hope grow
So Mother Nature, do as you will
Try to keep us down
Try to make us surrender
But we never will
We will forever walk tall with our heads held high
In our red and black colours
~ <3 ~
I love you Chch
~ <3 ~
Just stuffI'm not pretty or beautiful
I know I'm fat and ugly
I'm not as amazing as you think
I can be quite a bitch
I maybe be selfless
But I still can be selfish
I'm overly emotional
I act strong but I'm really not
It's hard for anyone to get close
I'm nearly always hidden deep in my shell
But I know I love you
You were patient
You kept trying
And pulled me out of my shell
You got me to fall for you
And I fell hard
I hope you love me as much as I love you
I love you completely
I don't know what I would do without you
For StevieI will always remember the good times with you
All the laughter at family get togethers
The cheeky smile you got when you did something mischevious
All the happy times you shared with us
The way you made us laugh and smile
The way you always cared bout all of us
Though you may be gone, those memories are not
You may be gone, but your spirit lives on
When we smile it will be because of you
All the good memories to look back on
We all love you Stevie
You may be gone from our sight
But you are not gone from our lives
Forever you will remain in our hearts
And there you will stay
Until we meet again
Together forever?They did everything together
Trusted each other with everything
They had their own little world
Filled with rock music, manga, anime
And all the "not normal" things girls should like
They were close,
Like nothing would ever tear them apart
Friends forever, right?
Forever doesn't last
Boys, clothes and all the attention changed her
Made her into a different person
Made her into someone the other didn't recognise
She could she her drifting away,
She tried and tried to let it not happen
But it was a two way street
The other didn't want to hear it
She just wanted all the compliments
All the attention
She had changed
Not for the best
But for the worst
She threw old friends away
Not caring what pain she caused them
She was addicted to the attiontion from her new found friends
She changed for the worst
And now there's no going back
Pretty Nice (BertoltxReader) (AM)
The rough material of hand-me-down sheets brushed against your skin as you rolled over in your bed, your eyes rolling back behind your lashes. The room was dark, and sleep was beginning to over come you. Among the snoring and quiet mumbling of your sleeping room mates, you heard the faint creaking of the door hinges and quiet footsteps enter the dorm. Your eyebrows furrowed together, and you became still, listening carefully for the sound to continue, but relaxed when you heard the bunk above you groan as it's owner turned. You released a deep breath and nuzzled your head deeper into your pillow, allowing yourself to doze off into slumber.
"Mom..." You heard a voice whisper, but your brain was too lost in sleep to identify your own affectionate nickname.
"Ma...!" You frowned and scrunched up your nose. What was that sound? It was disrupting your rest...
"Just grab her and let's go!" The whispers were getting more urgent.
"No, don't! You'll scare her-" Two strong arms scooped you up and
They were standing on the shore, with their arms tightly around each other, where the boundless sea was touching the land, the two silhouettes before the very last rays of setting sun. The sky on the west was a beautiful mixture of warm colours, bleeding sun shining its dying rays through the dark, grey clouds that gathered all over the horizon. As the sun was setting down, and the more night shadows slowly began to swallow the day light, the more it was becoming obvious how dark the beach actually looked during the night; with no lamps and lights, maybe very few objects that could serve to human’s leisure and recreation, nothing in particular that would be giving an impression of any living creature nearby.
“Look, Richard. We've come to the end of the world.”
The taller man whom he called Richard tiredly lifted up his head and slowly looked around. The Baltic Sea. He saw it for the first time and it was simply beautiful. There was a very long, apparently endless beac
what i can do? I am your poison.Each day drop after drop, i short your soul- and you love me the same...soft and so tender,each day. .. i make you to see thinks that doesn't belongs to me...that are not IN me...those thinks you need -to exist- they will never reborn ,even knowing i hurt you. Your love, your pasion - for poor me- gave me a feel of being humble and lost, you enter on my soul and your power to love is seems to be an eternity...Oh, my Lord...what criminal I can be-to let you loving me with such a crazy way - like there is NO tomorrow ,and each day and each night is like the last one for you ...with me...
nanomadia - shelter - p2Lomadia wiped the sweat that was starting to form along her forehead away. With a frown, she stared up at the sun. It was only about 9, and it was already shaping up to be another hot, sunny day. She turned her attention back to the garden. Mature ghast tear plants stretched out in front of her, tears glistening in the morning sun. She grinned, glad she had found out about these kinds of seeds. She’d take gardening over fighting a ghast any day.
She grabbed the stem of the ghast plant firmly, and taking a steady stance, she heaved, trying to free the plant from the soil. The roots resisted and firmly held their ground. With a grunt, she pulled harder, smiling as she heard the roots snap in response. Plant now in hand, she checked for the pods that contained seeds. Only one was on the plant, and she tore it off the stem and cracked it open, glowing white seeds falling into her hand. She put the plant into the basket sitting in the dirt behind her. Kneeling down, she sc
Never aloneHow can you say you're alone? I'm always here with you,
Even when you can't see me i'm here with you. I miss holding you in my arms,
I like to see you smile with you're happy, Even when you're sad it's beautiful
Even if we are far away i'm still here with you. I miss hearing you're voice.
You are the light to my darkness, The happiness to my sorrow.
I need you here with me. You're the only person who keeps me in control
Is it hard to say i miss you? Because i do so please come back to me
Hyperdimension Neptunia Noire X Male Reader3 days later after a fail attempt to go home
[F/N] is forced to stay in the Gameindustri with
Noire while working after getting back all of her shares
......what happens next of the following Conclusion?
You were dragging your school coat and plopped down on the couch after a long work.
"Hahahahaha.....[F/N] from now on as Producer you'll be working with me everyday."
"Damn!" you said quietly after thinking back at the Throne Room and now how it turned out to be working with Noire can be a real pain as you closed your eyes until- "Hey [F/N]." a voice heard which turns out to be Uni. "Hi Uni." you said in a exhaustion tone.
"Man I can't believe how it was tough for you thinking of going home." Uni preparing to sit down, you moved your legs and sat up straight.
"Yeah.....it's like in video games or anime episode where the person had succeeded restoring power to their land or did his best job but ends up in a su
Read My Mind (Shy!Reader x Charles Xavier)You were starting to regret the decision to tell Raven about your slight crush on Charles. Now she wouldn't leave you alone about it. She kept teasing about you both becoming sister in laws. And every time Charles would pass by, she would give such stupid looks.
Currently, the teasing was continuing as you were walking back to the Mansion from training outside today. "Raven, will you /please/ stop!" "Okay! Okay! I'll stop teasing you. I know you don't like it." You relaxed with a sigh of relief. Then Raven continued, "But just to be sure, I'm totally going to be the maid of honor at your wedding right?" "Raven!", you scolded her. She just laughed it off. After a moment you mumbled, "Besides, there can't be a wedding if he doesn't even know I like him. I mean, how could I ever tell him? He probably doesn't like me back anyway. He's so handsome, why would he ever like me? And if I told him and he rejected me... That would be so embarrassing!" You didn't realize your ranting, until Raven
Memories"This song is quite relaxing," he speaks softly as they sit on a lush grassy green hill, the slight breeze rustling their hair and the leaves in the tree above them.
"Yea, it really is huh?" she replied looking up at the blue sky that held fluffy white clouds as they passed by ever so slowly with the fall breeze. The leaves turning a crisp brown as they fell with the wind. They sat together under the tree, their special place, on the hill that no one knew about.
It was their little secret.
The girl sat leaning back against her arms and the boy sat beside her, his legs crossing with a notebook in his lap, that notebook he kept with him to write his little stories in its pages. She had her iPod with her playing subtle piano music as they sat together, enjoying the silence. Looking over at her friend, she lightly tapped his shoulder with her shoulder.
When she nudged him with her shoulder, he stopped and looked at her, a soft smile on his face, "What?" he asked with a light laugh. S
Not FAKE Love Part OneRyo couldn't help but smile to himself as he felt Dee's warm breath tickle the back of his neck.
'It's been nearly a year since me and Dee got together' Ryo thought to himself as he snuggled back against his lover, partner and best friend. 'It's two weeks away... I can't believe I'm already stressing about what to do for Dee or get him...' Ryo felt Dee's hands start wandering over his body.
"Horny bastard" Ryo whispered lovingly
"I can't help it," Dee replied innocently "But you know you love it."
Ryo couldn't reply as the combination of Dee's mouth on his neck and his hands finding all his sensitive spots instantly, only allowed him to moan in agreement. A brief flash of sensible thinking told Ryo that if they continue they would be late for work again, but that thought soon disappeard as Dee placed his lips on Ryo's.
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