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I wantI want to be better
I want to survive
I fight for you to keep me alive
Darkness surrounds and comsumes
But you are my light that makes me want to fight
To fight off the demons and the monsters
That hide in the darkness of my hear
The monsters and demons of
After being in the dark for so long
Just fighting to survive
You have become my light at the end of the tunnel
And the sun in my sky
Only the fight to survive
The fight to be free of the nothingness
To be free of the darkness
And the monsters that lurk there
To feel something
To feel anything
The pain of metal on flesh
The passion of an embrace
But untill that time comes
All thats left to do is
Until everything's destryoed
And all that's left is the swell of emotion tearing apart everythingthat remains
LoveYou call me pretty
You call me beautiful
You call me sexy and all the other things I never think I am
Everytime you call me perfect
I sit there and point out my many flaws
I wish I saw what you do when you look at me
And I hope I do one day
But for now my reflection will keep being the ugly failure I think I am
But I'm hoping your love and affection will change that
For Dee :PWe were friends first
And then we became lovers
Now it feels like we're sisters
You had my heart for so long
And it took even longer for me to get it back
And now when I see you
I know I didn't get it all back
You still have a peice of it
And I know you will keep that little peice forever
I'm not asking for it back
I want you to have it
Cause now instead of being lover like lovers
It's now love like sisters
And I wouldn't trade that for anything
Cause I know you're here for me
And I hope you know I'm here for you
ChristchurchThe Canterbury spirit runs in our blood
No matter who we are, we are all kiwis at heart
Shake us around
You will never be able to hold us down
For we are Cantabrians
Standing strong and proud
You will never be able to push us around
Destroy our buildings
Kill our people
Even though tears will be shed
Our strength will not falter
We will re-build our buildings
We will support the ones who grieve
Hesitating is something we won't do
Where we are needed
That's where we shall go
And letting the seed of hope grow
So Mother Nature, do as you will
Try to keep us down
Try to make us surrender
But we never will
We will forever walk tall with our heads held high
In our red and black colours
~ <3 ~
I love you Chch
~ <3 ~
Just stuffI'm not pretty or beautiful
I know I'm fat and ugly
I'm not as amazing as you think
I can be quite a bitch
I maybe be selfless
But I still can be selfish
I'm overly emotional
I act strong but I'm really not
It's hard for anyone to get close
I'm nearly always hidden deep in my shell
But I know I love you
You were patient
You kept trying
And pulled me out of my shell
You got me to fall for you
And I fell hard
I hope you love me as much as I love you
I love you completely
I don't know what I would do without you
For StevieI will always remember the good times with you
All the laughter at family get togethers
The cheeky smile you got when you did something mischevious
All the happy times you shared with us
The way you made us laugh and smile
The way you always cared bout all of us
Though you may be gone, those memories are not
You may be gone, but your spirit lives on
When we smile it will be because of you
All the good memories to look back on
We all love you Stevie
You may be gone from our sight
But you are not gone from our lives
Forever you will remain in our hearts
And there you will stay
Until we meet again
Together forever?They did everything together
Trusted each other with everything
They had their own little world
Filled with rock music, manga, anime
And all the "not normal" things girls should like
They were close,
Like nothing would ever tear them apart
Friends forever, right?
Forever doesn't last
Boys, clothes and all the attention changed her
Made her into a different person
Made her into someone the other didn't recognise
She could she her drifting away,
She tried and tried to let it not happen
But it was a two way street
The other didn't want to hear it
She just wanted all the compliments
All the attention
She had changed
Not for the best
But for the worst
She threw old friends away
Not caring what pain she caused them
She was addicted to the attiontion from her new found friends
She changed for the worst
And now there's no going back
Mailman!Levi x Reader (drabble)
"I've been getting these cute little love letters," She told her friend Hange taking yet another gentle sip from her Styrofoam coffee cup. With an exasperated sigh, she brought her hands out in front of her and cracked knuckles.
"From who? and you should stop that. You're going to get arthritis."
"I'm not sure...and okay, MOM"
"Maybe you should keep watch and see if anyone drops something in your mailbox then!"
"Okay...that doesn't sound too difficult...I hope he isn't some weirdo..."
Outside the home of (Name) (Last Name) stood a rather short man with beautiful raven hair styled in a fashionable undercut. His kin was unusually pale and seemed to glow in the dim light of the early morning. He was the same man that came to her home every Wednesday t
Hanji x Imaginary!Reader: Best Friends, Right?(Modern AU! Based on this prompt: http://otpprompts.tumblr.com/post/94455352526/imagine-that-person-a-of-your-otp-was-severely
With a little bit of added AU!)
Hanji was not the most likeable kid. Well, she wasn’t the most normal kid, that was a given. Unlike the other girls in town, she liked to explore, get her hands dirty and act like boy. So you could tell that she probably wasn’t going to be the most popular kid. Hanji really didn’t have a problem with that, though she wouldn’t mind at least one friend, a person she could talk to and confide to.
So I think you could imagine that Hanji was the subject to some bullying. Well, maybe not some, a lot, actually. From the time she started school at the age of 5, sometimes she would come home all dirtied up from being pushed down, sometimes it was her drawings that would be dirtied or ripped. But through all of this she tried to keep a smile, but even someone as strong as her could break. After 2 years of relentless
Turn Off The Lights - Karkat x Reader (The Song)I got so sick of being on my own
Now the devil won't leave me alone
It's almost like I found a friend
Who's in it for the bitter end
Our consciences are always so much heavier than our egos
I set my expectations high
So nothing ever comes out right
Wait one fucking moment, is that (y/n) singing? I mean, yeah it is, I can see that, but still.
So shoot a star on the boulevard tonight
I think I'll figure it out with a little more time
But who needs time...
Turn off the lights, turn off the lights
Turn on the show for me tonight
I've got my heavy heart to hold me down
Once it falls apart my head's in the clouds
So I'm taking every chance I got
Like the man I know I'm not
"Um, no thanks?" Some mundane human girl says to Gamzee, and I see the pie in his hands.
"Aw, come on (y/n)sis, why the motherfuck not?" He pesters her, and I figure I should intervene.
"Because I'm not a troll." She tells the juggalo.
"Gamzee, you know that fucking sh
Suicidal!Levi x Reader- Black Orchid
(Warning: Mentions Suicidal thoughts and actions)
(AN: I advise that 'ee open a new tab and listen to Black Orchid- Blue October while reading)
Have you ever been so lonely,
No one there to hold?
Pull me in or disown me,
And then climb inside.
My arms are open wide.
Have a look inside.
I don't want this. Not anymore. I don't want to be here, constantly face to face with death it's self. The deaths of countless others leave such a heavy burden on my back that i feel unable to go on with this surreal weight. In my hand, with this loaded gun, i hold peace and relief. I'll soon depart from the material world and find something better beyond all fear and sadness, away from the carnage that stains my eyes on a daily basis.
It is not that I am scared to learn,
Why I'm empty inside.
hold my hand or show some concern,
If I live or die.
My eyes are open wide.
Help me look inside.
I know that I am not alone. I k
Daggers and Jewels (Gaius x Thief!Reader)
Sometimes, you wonder if you have a bona-fide addiction.
With hardly-shaking fingers, gemstones, gold billions and all manner of loot are systematically stuffed into the many pockets lining your clothing, inside your jacket and anywhere else they can conceivably fit. This castle is small and doesn't seem to have as many guards as the norm, but that doesn't mean you're willing to chance it. As it is, your knees are already beginning to cramp from crouching beside this large chest positively bursting with goodies. Really, if they don’t want things to get stolen, maybe they shouldn’t keep all their goodies in such an obvious hiding place? You didn't bring a sack- they tend to be noisy once full and if you don't make a quick getaway, then you're dead meat.
Of course, if you leave with no treasure, then death would be preferable.
A sudden rustling interrupts your train of thought, and you immediately whip around, a dagger hidden up your sleeve appearing in your hand so quickly,
Who Says - Calliope x Reader (The Song)I wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey
I peer around the doorframe, hearing the first line of a human song, and as I see (y/n) singing her heart out, grinning ear to ear, I can't help but smile the same infectious smile.
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough?
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.
"Hey, Calliope," At the sound out the dragged out 'hey', I lift my head from my drawing to be greeted by Roxy. "You wroking on some art? Working. Anywray, this is (y/n). Aynway. Anyway. Fuck."
I avert my attention from the drunk human, and see a girl behind her with (h/c) hair that looks like it belongs to one of those supermodels, gorgeous (e/c) eyes and a pretty smile. She would be a joy to draw, but I can't help but feel a little jealous at her beauty, whilst I
Valiant (Frederick x Mage!Reader)
Your fingers tremble as they brush over the tome clenched in your grip, tracing the elaborate pattern stamped across the front of the book. Even though you know it's your only chance over getting out of here alive, you can't help but wish that you had a more formidable-looking weapon with you.
Still, you pull the book closer to your chest as you flip it open, scanning the familiar-looking words, hoping they might help calm the frantic thrumming of your heart. But even as you lean down and sniff the pages, the familiar dusty scent drifting up your nose, it still does nothing to distract you from what's going on outside. Even with the windows of what used to be an inn boarded up, the smell of smoke is still perfectly detectable in the stale air inside the room. You've had to endure lock-ins before, but the bandits that roam from village to village are growing more reckless and violent, these days. Eventually, running and hiding stop being options to explore and begin to become something
Aquel InstanteAtención, esto es:
*Morby (Mordecai x Rigby)
*Nota: Punto de vista de Mordecai (Ahora todo es P.O.V xD)
Pasó tan rápido, solo fueron unos pocos segundos, pero ese tiempo bastó para que mis sentimientos por Rigby comenzaran a florecer, si, lo sé, eso suena tan cursi que ni yo mismo me lo creo. Si CJ me oyera se estaría riendo, al parecer mi temperamento cambia si involucro a mi mejor amigo; en serio que ese momento revolucionó mi mente.
Solo fue un día normal
Trabajabamos, parece imposible de creer, pero había que creerlo. Al mediodía barríamos las hojas que se cayeron de los arboles, no por el cambio de estación, sino por un maniatico que se le dió por hacer una clase de juego, que consistía en hacer caer las hojas y de seguro saltar sobre el montón, y el muy descarado dejó el parque totalmente desordenado. Hacía algo de frío, el
You Should've Told HerHe missed her.
He missed her beautiful Crystal eyes that always seemed to glint with fury whenever she saw him.
He missed that nose that will always crinkle and she will always look cute when doing that.
He missed those navy sleek soft blue pigtails that defied gravity,
But most of all he missed her.
He should've told her that all those times he had flirted was to get her jealous.
He should've told her that he had always wanted to say, 'I love you,' to her but he was (he will admit) much too nervous to say so.
He should've told her he got jealous seeing her hanging around other scientists her age in conventions.
He curses at his stupidity and how he was such a weakling to not be able to tell the girl he loved that he loved her with all of his heart, as sappy as that sounds.
And now he will never see her again for three whole years. She'll be in the depths of the ocean in nova studying biology and the structures of Pokemon and all those things in a centre there. Never to see her s
Not FAKE Love Part OneRyo couldn't help but smile to himself as he felt Dee's warm breath tickle the back of his neck.
'It's been nearly a year since me and Dee got together' Ryo thought to himself as he snuggled back against his lover, partner and best friend. 'It's two weeks away... I can't believe I'm already stressing about what to do for Dee or get him...' Ryo felt Dee's hands start wandering over his body.
"Horny bastard" Ryo whispered lovingly
"I can't help it," Dee replied innocently "But you know you love it."
Ryo couldn't reply as the combination of Dee's mouth on his neck and his hands finding all his sensitive spots instantly, only allowed him to moan in agreement. A brief flash of sensible thinking told Ryo that if they continue they would be late for work again, but that thought soon disappeard as Dee placed his lips on Ryo's.
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